"Warring Ideals in One Dark Body"

Let's see.

Father's altar,
[data embargo],
ex visits town,
different ex moves to town,
unearthing my copy of Herbal Abortion
cute lil pansy,
cute lil femme calming nerves,
chicken soup for cute lil sick people,
first responder to car accident (there wasn't much to do--note to self ask BOTH people if they are okay even if one person is so wrong you expect jesus to poke his head out of the sky and say, "You are SO wrong"),
goin to the gym,
blood vessel quiz (13/14),
cadavers and feeling meaty arteries and small veins,
insomnia meds don't fail me now,
how do the pros prepare?,
UCSF School of Dentistry and "he, him, he, his, he" --wow, just when I thought I couldn't pass in Queer City,
maybe I don't need periodontal surgery? maybe periodontal surgery is "aggressive"?
so many vitamins,
i love my family,
there are so many types of chlorophyll in the world--why eat sprouts?
therapist wants to talk about Hx of survived violence,
$160 of parking tickets and not having tags,
bloodlust and violent fantasies,
sex education,
lotsa walkin, 
i like the phrase "hell-to-the-muthafuckin-monkey-ass-naw",
i am a love muffin,
running into my favorite former supervisor who I have a professional crush on,
another yeast infection and it's really time to let go of the sugar for a while,
homo for the holidays (please no gifts for the Annual Rotation of Crap),
yay for Thanksgiving Plans, 
i love my family.